How Does Energy Become Ego-Consciousness?

In a movie screen, the light on the screen creates an illusion of a character acting in a movie.

So the arrangement and patterns of the light energy creates am ego-character in physical reality.

This ego-character allows your own consciousness to experience it as if it were autonomous so that it can reflect back to you.

You are angry at yourself because you did not take yourself out of the position of suffering, for not choosing something else.

You should go into the belief that makes you choose what you chose.

Your higher mind knew you had to experience certain themes. But it never imposed that you should experience them in a negative way.